February 2012
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Me: hello is anyone there
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Murderer: lmfao u caught me I'll be out in a sec lmao
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February 01, 2012
At some point in the day, I feel alright without you. I feel that my heart doesn’t hurt anymore; that you’re just pure memories; that you’re seriously nothing more than just a person to me. I feel like things were maybe better this way, but then there’s times where I would feel so sad without you. It feels like a part of me is kind of missing; maybe it’s because I...
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January 31, 2012 (2)
Sometimes, I feel perfectly fine without you—I don’t know if it’s my confidence that you’ll be back or if it’s me accepting that I’ve given up already. But then there’s just moments where I would remember so many things between us that felt so right, and I would start to break down. I would feel the need to cry and my eyes would become watery. I would feel...
January 2012
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January 31, 2012
They say that the first day is the hardest—it’s true, it’s always the hardest because you get the actual feeling of how it feels to be without that person. I don’t know how to feel really, upset? Angry? Or happy? A part of me thinks that maybe it’s good we stopped because maybe it’s good that I am not with someone who doesn’t appreciate me; it’s good...
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January 30, 2012
I can’t do this anymore, I can’t. It’s done, I’ll never speak to you again because I can’t keep letting you come back to do the same thing to me every time. I can’t bear to see you keep walking out and in again. I can’t keep riding a roller coaster that has no ending. I want to believe so hard that it would work, that we’d be the ones that make it in...
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January 23, 2011
TG, you’re not allowed to run away; no matter how scared you are, you are not allowed to turn your back to me and walk away just because you’re afraid. I’m afraid too—I’m scared to trust you and put all my faith in you. I don’t do many things right in my life, in fact, I’ve probably done more wrong things than right things. I’m self centered,...
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January 22, 2011
The best part of the day is falling asleep because you don’t have to feel or think. When I’m asleep, I don’t have to think about if you lied to me or if you’re honestly just taking it slow with me; I don’t have to think about if I want to give you up or wait. Ironically, waking up is the worst part of my day. Why? Because when I wake up, the first thing I still think...
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January 21, 2011 (2)
You know what’s the hardest part about this whole thing? The moments of silence. The silence is always the hardest part for me because I don’t know what could be going on through your mind. It only reminds me how fragile long distance relationships are—one cut off the phone, Skype, or text messages, then it’s over. The contact cuts because you don’t have to see that...
